Do I know its christmas time?
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
Ahh. Where is my white Christmas? It will be great if it's snowing outside now... though the rain made it feels a lil like Christmas..Brr...
Maybe I've really been watching too much Gossip Girl that i do wish i can be like one of the high society girls inside and spend their way of Christmas minus all the problem parts? Haha.
This year is a lil different..couldn't very much get into the mood...So I opted to stay indoor with the tv and this com. instead of joining any of my friends for counting down... Neither was I in the mood to send/reply ppl's messages but I'm truly appreciative of those of you that had sent me the regards. Also, Starhub is sorta down so I couldn't send out/reply and messages either. Hah.
But anyway, I managed to do up one Christmas card and did some baking earlier on to prepare for this festive since people will be giving/exchanging gifts? I still rem during my first year of celebrating Christmas as a Christian, I got a gift for every individual members in the Cg. The second year, I made everyone a card. Last year, I spent $300++ on the gifts.. and this year, not finalised yet..no budget.. Haha. Aiyz..
I've been thinking a lot lately...about everything...some to step out of/for , some to take up, some to give up, some to..ahhh. nvm..I need to talk...when I feel like talking, there seems to be no one...When there's someone..my lips are sealed dead. Hur.
Quoted from Brian, 'this Christmas is not going to be perfect because _ _ _ _ is missing..oh well..
I need to belong
I need to feel
I need to flow
Lets see hows the service later on in church bah..and the fellowship with the Cg..maybe I will turn out to enjoy this Christmas. Yup.
P/S the song 'Do they know its Christmas time' by Band Aid 20 is nice (:
Ahh. Where is my white Christmas? It will be great if it's snowing outside now... though the rain made it feels a lil like Christmas..Brr...
Maybe I've really been watching too much Gossip Girl that i do wish i can be like one of the high society girls inside and spend their way of Christmas minus all the problem parts? Haha.
This year is a lil different..couldn't very much get into the mood...So I opted to stay indoor with the tv and this com. instead of joining any of my friends for counting down... Neither was I in the mood to send/reply ppl's messages but I'm truly appreciative of those of you that had sent me the regards. Also, Starhub is sorta down so I couldn't send out/reply and messages either. Hah.
But anyway, I managed to do up one Christmas card and did some baking earlier on to prepare for this festive since people will be giving/exchanging gifts? I still rem during my first year of celebrating Christmas as a Christian, I got a gift for every individual members in the Cg. The second year, I made everyone a card. Last year, I spent $300++ on the gifts.. and this year, not finalised yet..no budget.. Haha. Aiyz..
I've been thinking a lot lately...about everything...some to step out of/for , some to take up, some to give up, some to..ahhh. nvm..I need to talk...when I feel like talking, there seems to be no one...When there's someone..my lips are sealed dead. Hur.
Quoted from Brian, 'this Christmas is not going to be perfect because _ _ _ _ is missing..oh well..
I need to belong
I need to feel
I need to flow
Lets see hows the service later on in church bah..and the fellowship with the Cg..maybe I will turn out to enjoy this Christmas. Yup.
P/S the song 'Do they know its Christmas time' by Band Aid 20 is nice (:
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