~First service at Expo~
Dear Diarykinz...
We finally had our first service over at Expo Hall 8! I went with bro ziwei and calista for svc, cal's family and relative came too. Tried to help out in ways that i could. Intially at the start of svc, i was very distracted as i kept on wondering if they're alright, if they know what was going on, if their headsets were working, so on and so forth but suddenly i just remembered the phrase on e card that was on e exam goodie pack given to me by my cg. It reads' Everything is under control' and i just realised that 'hey yah, we're in svc, we're in the house of the Lord, why am i worrying so much? Everything will be okay for He is in control. I should concentrated on e praise and worship and e sermon later on.' And i really think that i should remember tt phrase and not always worry or try to plan thing before hand as i can be tt kinda person who don't like to do things when i don have bao wo for it.
The message was really great. We may all know about the feeling of fear but seldom do we really explain it the way pst did or even to link it directly with failure and death. Most of the time, when we feared sth, we'll always tend to say'i scare later...i'm scared of so and so..i'm scared of this or that'and rarely do we really think of it with failure or death..at least not for me =P
The message really did left an impact on me and i hope that i'll be less fearful and worrying of the things that are going to happen or even with my encounter with others like 'did i leave a gd impression, did i say or do the wrong stuff?' and this is because i Feared that i may Failed to establish a gd relationship with tt person.
Actually, i just realised that the phrase 'Everything is under control' can be used for this message. If one knows that everything is in control under Him, he or she won have to fear abt the outcome, whether if its going to be a success or failure. So if he or she ain't fearful, there won be the consequences of having their potential rob, being 'paralysed' , having their talents being hidden away and to trying ot blame others for their own failures all the time. What i had written earlier in the first paragraph of how i thot abt towards cal's family can be also simply summarised as ' I Feared that i'll Fail to make them feel welcome, to know abt wat was going on,to enjoy the svc and be mpacted by the Word of God. I Feared that I may Fail to carry out the tasks assigned to me.' but i know that He is in control so i should not be fearful of wat was going to happen. Do you get wat i'm trying to say?
Hmm, so there i was, putting my 100% concentration throughout the rest of the svc and at the end of it, bro ziwei who was seated beside me turned and told me,'your tongues are getting stronger and i can sense that you've grown a lil more spiritually.' Wah...keke..Lol lol LOL! Grinz! I'll be lying if i say i'm not happy man..but its still a bit unbelievable bahz..but then again,你相信就是，不相信就不是! LOl! =D
So this sums up my first svc at expo. I wanna grow i wanna grow i wanna grow more spiritually! Hee...
Oh ya, we went to e youth event before service, played the outstanding game organise by chec and i managed to stand on the pathetic block for 31mins..not too bad bahz..got goodie bag and t-shirt somemore. lol...
Wanz- going off to bed
listening to- David tao- Susan shuo
We finally had our first service over at Expo Hall 8! I went with bro ziwei and calista for svc, cal's family and relative came too. Tried to help out in ways that i could. Intially at the start of svc, i was very distracted as i kept on wondering if they're alright, if they know what was going on, if their headsets were working, so on and so forth but suddenly i just remembered the phrase on e card that was on e exam goodie pack given to me by my cg. It reads' Everything is under control' and i just realised that 'hey yah, we're in svc, we're in the house of the Lord, why am i worrying so much? Everything will be okay for He is in control. I should concentrated on e praise and worship and e sermon later on.' And i really think that i should remember tt phrase and not always worry or try to plan thing before hand as i can be tt kinda person who don't like to do things when i don have bao wo for it.
The message was really great. We may all know about the feeling of fear but seldom do we really explain it the way pst did or even to link it directly with failure and death. Most of the time, when we feared sth, we'll always tend to say'i scare later...i'm scared of so and so..i'm scared of this or that'and rarely do we really think of it with failure or death..at least not for me =P
The message really did left an impact on me and i hope that i'll be less fearful and worrying of the things that are going to happen or even with my encounter with others like 'did i leave a gd impression, did i say or do the wrong stuff?' and this is because i Feared that i may Failed to establish a gd relationship with tt person.
Actually, i just realised that the phrase 'Everything is under control' can be used for this message. If one knows that everything is in control under Him, he or she won have to fear abt the outcome, whether if its going to be a success or failure. So if he or she ain't fearful, there won be the consequences of having their potential rob, being 'paralysed' , having their talents being hidden away and to trying ot blame others for their own failures all the time. What i had written earlier in the first paragraph of how i thot abt towards cal's family can be also simply summarised as ' I Feared that i'll Fail to make them feel welcome, to know abt wat was going on,to enjoy the svc and be mpacted by the Word of God. I Feared that I may Fail to carry out the tasks assigned to me.' but i know that He is in control so i should not be fearful of wat was going to happen. Do you get wat i'm trying to say?
Hmm, so there i was, putting my 100% concentration throughout the rest of the svc and at the end of it, bro ziwei who was seated beside me turned and told me,'your tongues are getting stronger and i can sense that you've grown a lil more spiritually.' Wah...keke..Lol lol LOL! Grinz! I'll be lying if i say i'm not happy man..but its still a bit unbelievable bahz..but then again,你相信就是，不相信就不是! LOl! =D
So this sums up my first svc at expo. I wanna grow i wanna grow i wanna grow more spiritually! Hee...
Oh ya, we went to e youth event before service, played the outstanding game organise by chec and i managed to stand on the pathetic block for 31mins..not too bad bahz..got goodie bag and t-shirt somemore. lol...
Wanz- going off to bed
listening to- David tao- Susan shuo
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