Almost couldn't wake up for svc today cos of headache and it was cold outside. So nice to zzz so wanted to just no go but still pulled myself up in the end and surprisingly, i was even 15 mins earlier than before! Saw irwin and went over to have a long chat with him before his frenz, a hwa chong bio teacher came over. Found out that more than half of hwa chong bio students have gotten A for bio As and stuff. WOW. but then again, its hwa chong -.-"

Today is kinda weird cos i keep meeting people who i haven't met for quite long or talked to ppl who i usually don't talk to. Met michelle at tamp mrt and was soon joined by weilun whom i totally couldn't recognise after he changed his look so much! Talked all the way abt As and stuff to expo..and while walking to hall 8, met weijian's sis for the first time and talked all the way to foyer 3. Before svc, met irwin ho and his hwa chong bio teacher frenz. Then after svc, met ken whom i didn't know that he was back in church but anyway, its good to see him back. While walking from food court back to hall eight for makeup cg, met mingxuan and he actually for the first time, acknowledged me by calling me name, say hi and chatted. Weird though cos even though we went out together with other ppl before for a few times to slack or play bball, he always didn't say hi and we don't really talk directly. Haha. After that, met cecilia who is going for her mock cg. Lol. Meet so many ppl today. Interesting.

Svc was good. I like pst tan. He always preach about sth different in a different manner also. Good for a change from pst kong. I hate to admit it, but i really just don't enjoy pst kong's cultural mandate series that much. oh well. Makeup cg was long. 2 hours! cos bro gabriel did ministering also.Hmm, i don really get this wk's cg msg though. Guessed i've to go ask the rest about it. Meet up with the rest of the cg ppl at foyer 3. Just nice, they finished their bs and fellowship and wadeva. Took train together and i went to dad's shop. Stayed awhile before aunt drove me home. Super tired!

Oh yesh! Signed up for emerge stuff today It was quite messy and rush. Signed up for air rifle. Spelling bee also cos jing called and ask me to go with her for the briefing after svc. I went back hall 8 couldn't find her and sat through the briefing only to find out that she already took the stuff andf left hall 8. So just liddat. I found myself into spelling bee. Oh well. What can i say...

I'm always on standby for you 24/7.
One call, one msg and you can get me to do anything for you, be at anywhere for you .
I come and go at your bidings .
But why am i always finding myself left behind by you without any notice?
I feel so stupid so dumb so hurt.
Can you tell me why?
Has our relationship come to a point of familarity that explains why you're treating me the way you're or has it comes to a point that its no longer important or worth anything that you're taking me the way you're?
I hope that its the former but somehow i feel that its not.
Tell me.
I know i need to move on.
But will you let me go?
Or rather can i really let myself go from you?
I don't know. I don't want to know. Its gonna hurt.