Okay okay. I know i shouldn't be here because there's GP mid-yr and Geog mid-yr tomorrow and friday respectively. But i was online to download some stuff from Colac and to sort out my essay... You know you know..those ling shi bao fuo jiao kinda thing...hoping to find some 'lifesavers' for my papers... Sigh.. My bad..Kinda wasted this two days which were intended for preparation away to sleep.. Ya, SLEEP! I dunno why i keep falling asleep. Argh! =(

So..when i was just looking through my stuff...I saw the mail that is attached with all the good VJC's Gp essay that dear POS mate, Joanne, sent me..and she wrote a short message with it too. It reads:

Hey guys,

do forward to peeps like Michelle if they need lo, but not like to the whole school la! ><

May i suggest that you guys focus on 2-3 topics that you guys are more interested and knowledgeable abt, so tt when u guys read up n stuff you'll be more efficient? ;D Yea.. n jia you!!! =) I think when Jing said she's v proud of you, I really understand what she means. Faith is an attitude you guys have to choose to have - it's an attitude that laughs at impossibilities! Know that God is a great God, and your sacrifice for Him will never be in vain because He will never shortchange you. His promise to help you all be the head and not the tail, is for the NOW! So really don't be discouraged or tell yourselves before the exams that you guys aren't study material, or not-so-good-in-this-subject. Renew your minds in God and tell yourselves you can do it! Amen?! ;D haha~ ya, you guys can do it - carry the spirit of hope and don't STRESS Wanli! ;D

Love, Joanne

I was so gonna cry when i was reading through this and the last sentence really got me crying! Boohoo.. It may seems to be a simple message but man, i really need this at this period in time. So touched! ~Don't stress Wanli!

Well, to the norm J1s, mid-yr may seems to be a mid-yr only...20% weightage for promos..no big deal..well..that may be something i would think of last year..but definitely NOT this yr.. This mid-yr is like life & death to me. Either i survive and pass through or i die..seriously dead.. A lot of people don't understand.. The retainees in school may seems slack but actually i think hidden beneath all of us is a double stress and fear of not being able to clear through again? That contract we have with Bro Paul of not failing any of the subjects at mid-yr or else out the school we go.. Yea.. Dunno why.. i felt as if i haven't studied since my O level..I felt as if this mid-yr is really like the sky coming down crashing on me..I felt as if i have never taken a major exam in Jc before..So unfamiliar..unprepared..So many so many, but aiya i know, this is not the time for regrets regarding last year anymore.

Wah..I really think God is good! After i saw Joanne's message, there are Jasmine's comment on Friendster and Denise's msg on MSN to encourage me too.

Jasmine- hey wanz! JIA YOU kkaes? we shall all learn and practice the 2nd routine until its like DRILLed in our heads! We can DO IT!all the best for ur exams on thurs and fri! =))

Denise-
denise. i love flounder!!! says:
heys
denise. i love flounder!!! says:
study finish alrdy?
Wanz™ † - hanging says:
=(
Wanz™ † - hanging says:
no..
denise. i love flounder!!! says:
okok
denise. i love flounder!!! says:
dun talk alrdy
denise. i love flounder!!! says:
GO STUDY
Wanz™ † - hanging says:
ok
Wanz™ † - hanging says:
sigh
denise. i love flounder!!! says:
dun give up alright
denise. i love flounder!!! says:
dun die
denise. i love flounder!!! says:
i support u
Wanz™ † - hanging says:
=)
denise. i love flounder!!! says:
haha go go

So sweet...so love my POS mates and T30 people. Wanz focus! Focus! You can do it! and ya, God is good all the time, all the time God is good. Faith is an attitude to choose to have - it's an attitude that laughs at impossibilities! Your God is the almighty and He keeps His promises! Jia you jia you!

Dear God, I know that i've not been obedient a lot of times. I'm sorry! God, I really pray that You will see me through my GP and Geog papers. I pray that Your presence, peace, wisdom and strength will be with me as i study and as i sit in the exam hall doing the papers. Lord, I thank You as much for the promises that You have given, for being so faithful all the time even when i'm faithless, when i've forgotten about Your goodness to me. I thank You so much for constantly reminding me that You are my Daddy Lord and i thank You so much for the friends that You have given to me. Lord, I pray for all the POS CJC's people that even as we still go for practices, especially tomorrow, You will strengthen us and take away all the physical and mental tiredness in us so that we can be productive as we try to cramp in the things we need to study and give us good memory to be able to remember the things that we have studied and let us understand what we have studied so that we can apply them in our papers. Lord, I pray that as we give our time to You, You will multiply it back for us and we trust and believe in You that as we put You first in our life, all things will be added onto us. Lord, I pray that You will see us through this period of time once again and i commit this prayer into You r loving hands.~Amen!

Back to my notes now! Shall update the rest after my papers. Toddles.