Crashed

I'm sorry that you're always the outlet of my unhappiness...but i guessed nobody will understand what i'm thinking, facing and feeling. Not even I, myself.

I'm crashed yet again...
How am i to going recover when i'm not even healed from the past one?
I don't want to talk to You, God.
So many issues, so many struggles but i no longer want to do anything about it.
How disobedient am i to You? Very i guess.
Maybe i've really lost the faith in You and your people.

Life goes on...perishing?

Saddening.