I think i've moved on from the phrase of suicidal to a new phrase of just thinking about leaving Singapore, this sunny island which i'm beginning to fill so stuck in like a character in Sims or any other cybergame's world. The yearning to go abroad, New Zealand or Canada, is getting so huge. Its will be so much better to be able to just look around at the nature and admire how wonderfully and beautifully its created and also to live a more laid back life. At least for a change. Sigh. Wadeva it is, i guess i have to just learn to come to term with life.

Reprogramming.