Well, dunno why but i just feel the urge so much to blog recently so yup, I’m really going to get down to it... Listening to a pretty emo song now by Natalia Imbruglia call Counting Down the Days. Kumal for my dear gorillox for getting the songs for me! Love this gal man, always there to help me dl...haha..and despite the slow transfer rate over too..so yada yada yada..I'm giving you your credit here now! See, I’m nice...haha =) Oh ya, I think that songs by Natalia Imbruglia are very very nice! The first one that i heard from her is Torn on olen's mp3! Yes..olenju listens to other songs besides P&W too! Haha..dunno why but I always rem she told me once before way back back back when i just know her that she listens to p&w only...so i always have this holy image of her when it comes to songs..and so i always find it very amusing whenever she is listening to the other genres..hahaha =p

Just finished reading clarice's (my sec sch clique member) blog..and ya..a lot of memories and thoughts flow back..getting all emo and with that song playing, it doesn't help at all...so ya..i'm going to pen down all the thoughts soon...hopefully to empty my head...but I know it won't

Right, so this morning was suppose to wake up at 6am in order not to be late for Oral presentation reporting time but darn! I snoozed a couple of times again and ya in the end have to take a cab from book keng instead of the usual bus to school and man! it costs $7! (on a discount of 10cent)..haiya..how to save money liddat...i hate the peak hour rate lar..so ex...Haiz..and who ask me to sleep at 3am..trying to rehearse and to be ms nice to help all my member print the needed stuff for today...Oh well... So I got to school a lil unsettled but thanks God everything went well today...Thank God that xingcai is so nice to come school so early when he only need to reach at 10+am, just to pass me the laser pointer and he happens to have a tie to lend me too. (he stays at queenstown k!) So ya..thanks dude! =)

So my group was the first group to present for the day and initially the other two groups from other class consist mainly of guys and mine is a pure gal group ( ya, girlpower!) presenting on Wushu and gaming..and my initial thot was like oh man..will they think that we're talking abt crap? Haha..but it turn out the other way round! Apparently, i'm confident to say that my group did the best! Most well prepared and serious! Really thanks to Mrs Lok for preparing and training ur up man! Even the other all guys group who did sth on total defense lan gaming screwed their presentation up lar! and i can't believe how mcp some of them can be! and they can't think from a girl's point of view at ALL! and even when they are obviously answering wrongly on a gender equality qns concerning abt female part..they still give that ya-ya-i'm-correct look...really wanna laugh or smack em man...guys...can't stand em at times...we can even formulate better answers then them on their project lar..haiz...and the other group consist of 3 out of 5 members who are going to withdraw from Cj and go poly..so they were quite bo chap for this presentation...What lousy irresponsible attitude man...haiz..Ya..but its their group problems... I know my group did well can liao..and they make our group look so much more professional...haha..

Think overall, i'm quite satisfied with my performance...din really look at the script...and timing was the best i ever had..q&a wasn't too bad..although could have done better...to rush to ans i guess...manage to appear alright even thou my left leg was shaking..haha..and had eye contact with the female accessor, ms cheong..haha..dunno why..she look so attentative..so naturally just drawn to look at her..haha..however , tt means my audience contact wasn't very good...haha..but i think it shld be ok.. Hmm, i think the two accessors that we got are nice teacher...especially ms cheong..she happens to be one of my cca teacher-in-charge too but dunno if she rem me or not..but becos she is a gp teacher..so the questions we got are more gp based too..yup..so it din pose a lot of prob for us..=) Heard that this time round, Cj is only assigned with one external accessor from moe..the rest all internal teacher...dunno which grp so suey will kena tt moe person..haha..God bless tt grp man.. Oh ya, donovon! don worry for ur OP lar...even thou you're going to have 6 accessors for ur grp and IJC project work's result hasn't been very good, i'm sure you will do well de! God's grace and man's favour will be wit you! Stay zai can le. Will be praying for you..haha..quickly finish tmr then we can go play or look for more work le! haha

So after everything was finish..i went to meet xingcai's grp to do their group project file for them and hang ard till its time for them to go for theirs..Then went office to make my aftermath arangement..haha..dunno why i just told them person i wanna appeal to repeat and don wanna withdraw straight..when i really haven't deicde...received the form and was told to fill it up and bring back next mon for futher arrangement..oh well..really not much time left to think le...have to make extra trip to sch too..Sian! Heard tt got ppl who is also in the same situation as me going over to YJC to try appeal to be yr2 there next yr..cos she don wanna stay and repeat in Cj...Wonder if she got it? If she did..maybe i can give tt option a consideration too? Hahah..i dunno..i really dunno...

Then after that huixin come find me to ask if i free to pei her till its time to meet her frenz in a few hours...and being ms nice =) and din wanna go home so early, i did...haha jkjk..we went town walk walk and both of us only got like $4 plus left lar..so we thot of maybe go walk and see if can find job...but we didn't found any and ended up looking at clothing..trying some on...and we donated to some charity too...haha..lend to the poor hur? so we were really kinda no money but despite tt we like sot one lor..still try to spend tt last few dollars on food..shld save instead right? ahah..but weakness to food lar..so we act poor and thot of buying bread to eat..frm crystal jade somemore! ahaha..its normal price but nice..we had old chang kee's sotong too....I'm so amazed by how she make her sotong become sambal sotong..cos i never see anybody eat it tt way before! maybe i should try it nex time..then tupid her..laugh at me for putting the norm suacy chilli sauce..but tt the way i always eat it wat! lol..then after that go see christmas presents..haha..can feel a bit if the christmas atmosphere rising lar... All in all..it was a good hangout..and i thank God that my first hangout with this gal who is only my cca mate to turn out kinda well =)

Came home darn tired and doze off without bathing..so ended up kena scoldig..haiz...spoil my day...and the rest of the day got worse? Dunno why..the mood just went down..and ya emo songs...thots after thots...haiz...Oh well..gonna end here..probably go sleep or watch goong...But the good news is I'm on hols! and both my A level chi and project work are over! Yay! but the bad news is..i dunno when i'm going to be on hols till? Long term or short? Its that sucky feeling that of the first time in my entire life, i dunno where i'll be next yr...darn! okok..i shall not think abt it..stop wanz!

Good night everybody...

Saw you online a couple of times today...
but I didn't dare to talk to you...
scared that you'll shun me...
scared that I'll be disturbing you...
I know you're busy with your As...
I'll still be praying for you...
just wanna tell you...press on!
I misses you, the old you, the initial you that i knew...
I misses the times that we use to have hanging out & havin endless chat...
Take care, take heart...

Wanz- being all emo
Listening to: Natalia Imbruglia- Counting down the days