Woke up late than the intended time to go for training today...Haiz, i think i'm really darn slack in getting up to go to sch or for cca during hols lar...It seems so troublesome and sian...Its been like this since June, which is why i missed so many trainings and lessons..and i still can't get out of it now...Discipline, wanz! Discipline!
Training was a !@#$% Haiz...It justb suxlar...Got not enough arm power to sustain or even lift up the pistol to the ideal aim...haiz...kept shaking..only managed to get 1 out of 10 shots per card in the ten point circle...haiz..but i had fun joking with huixin thou...=P coach left early..so we slacked too..Aiyz, wanz, u gotta buck up! Train train train...Push yourself! You've fallen to the worst shooter in the team le! Slap yourself man...haiz..
Went to eat long john with huixin and eileen after that...darn full and sinful! Chatted about movies and we went back...Got bored upon reaching home..but was glad that i was the only one home...haha..Chatted with a few ppl abt good and bad stuff...and arranged to meet andrew, bingxing and vance at hougang mall at 5pm to get some stuff to give to the olf folk home my class is going to visit to do cip tmr..but tupid vance..jus woke up and too lazy to come...*Smack*...left 3 of us..we bought 20kg of rice and many cans of sardine, luncheon meat and condensed milk..total we spent $48..haha
Came home and watched tv...hk's ren jian zhen fa and korea's GOONG! hahah.. thot i would continue to rot..haha..but end up doing cg stuff instead...but i enjoyed it and well..a sense of satisfactory achieved after everything was done..contact list..songsheets and chords..calling up ppl to check bs stuff...haha..seriously..i'm not sian when it come to doing cg stuff...but !@#$% when it comes to doing sch ones..haha..but ya..this attitude must changed..i think i really lost it all on being a student and wat a student should do...self-reflection wanz!
Mood was good..but after talking to some ppl online..it went..!@#$% haiz...Chatted with this guy frenz..sorta bicker..even thou the convo was short..but tension could be felt..haiz..guys... after that..chatted with this other guy frenz..and it almost got me dead..haiz..guys again...tsk tsk..sometime i really just don get them..oh well..maybe i should stop talking...and i should not stereotype them too..there are some nice one out there too..I think i'm talking rubbish now...disturbing froggy and gorillox online...
Well, i think i can't blog anymore..got distracted and lost focus...feel like whacking something now...very buey song...AHHHHHHHHHHH.......I Wanna SCREAM! feel superb uncomfortable too..bleh... By seriously, i think i've been getting more intolerant, impatient, bo chap, easily irritated, sian-halfed..blah blah..being very much of a nuisance..talking rubbish...think i've lost it all...my SANITY WHERE DID U GO? Hahaha...BANG this freaking broken world down! down! down!
haha..maybe its the song i'm listening to...adding to this maddness of mine now! trying listening to a song tt is screaming and rocking! but i like this particulary one...its still pretty nice...I feel like those CHUCKY doll now...its on the tv now..but i don get to watch...=( wanted to wacth tt sad korean movie- hui jia also..its tt grandma and son story...it very good..shld go catch it..but hell, the tv is occupied.. hmm, maybe its the late dinner i had..the food...haiz..fat fat fat..
Hmm. i think i really shld stop! My language is getting wrong..shld blog my proper thots another time...
Hell..my dad just asked me for the second time today if i still got enough money...and sadly, i said ya again..when i freaking hell NEED the money...STOP trying to 'gin'! STOP trying to think that u're being good by thinking for the family,saving them tt money when they are still spending pretty normally...Wad The HELL Are YOU Thinking? *Slap*
I wanna drink, i wanna scream, i wanna shoot myself in the head and bang this whole world down! *Whoo hoo*
maybe its you who spark of this bad mood of mine now...
why can't you just respond nicely?
why can't you just read and think and understand the question?
why can't you do that first before answering?
can u stop making me feel that i'm bothering you?
i don't owe you anything ok?
i'm only doing other a favour ok?
get this right...dumbo!
why do u always never fail to bring my mood down?
ahhhhh
why am i so affected by you so easily?
i just want to be shown more respect ok!
can you be more gentlemen?
do you know that the way you converse can be irritating? offensive?
bapo!
i so don wanna see you tmr!
RRRRRRrrrrr.....
Wanz- wanna explode
listening to: My Chemical Romance- Welcome to the BLACK parade
Training was a !@#$% Haiz...It justb suxlar...Got not enough arm power to sustain or even lift up the pistol to the ideal aim...haiz...kept shaking..only managed to get 1 out of 10 shots per card in the ten point circle...haiz..but i had fun joking with huixin thou...=P coach left early..so we slacked too..Aiyz, wanz, u gotta buck up! Train train train...Push yourself! You've fallen to the worst shooter in the team le! Slap yourself man...haiz..
Went to eat long john with huixin and eileen after that...darn full and sinful! Chatted about movies and we went back...Got bored upon reaching home..but was glad that i was the only one home...haha..Chatted with a few ppl abt good and bad stuff...and arranged to meet andrew, bingxing and vance at hougang mall at 5pm to get some stuff to give to the olf folk home my class is going to visit to do cip tmr..but tupid vance..jus woke up and too lazy to come...*Smack*...left 3 of us..we bought 20kg of rice and many cans of sardine, luncheon meat and condensed milk..total we spent $48..haha
Came home and watched tv...hk's ren jian zhen fa and korea's GOONG! hahah.. thot i would continue to rot..haha..but end up doing cg stuff instead...but i enjoyed it and well..a sense of satisfactory achieved after everything was done..contact list..songsheets and chords..calling up ppl to check bs stuff...haha..seriously..i'm not sian when it come to doing cg stuff...but !@#$% when it comes to doing sch ones..haha..but ya..this attitude must changed..i think i really lost it all on being a student and wat a student should do...self-reflection wanz!
Mood was good..but after talking to some ppl online..it went..!@#$% haiz...Chatted with this guy frenz..sorta bicker..even thou the convo was short..but tension could be felt..haiz..guys... after that..chatted with this other guy frenz..and it almost got me dead..haiz..guys again...tsk tsk..sometime i really just don get them..oh well..maybe i should stop talking...and i should not stereotype them too..there are some nice one out there too..I think i'm talking rubbish now...disturbing froggy and gorillox online...
Well, i think i can't blog anymore..got distracted and lost focus...feel like whacking something now...very buey song...AHHHHHHHHHHH.......I Wanna SCREAM! feel superb uncomfortable too..bleh... By seriously, i think i've been getting more intolerant, impatient, bo chap, easily irritated, sian-halfed..blah blah..being very much of a nuisance..talking rubbish...think i've lost it all...my SANITY WHERE DID U GO? Hahaha...BANG this freaking broken world down! down! down!
haha..maybe its the song i'm listening to...adding to this maddness of mine now! trying listening to a song tt is screaming and rocking! but i like this particulary one...its still pretty nice...I feel like those CHUCKY doll now...its on the tv now..but i don get to watch...=( wanted to wacth tt sad korean movie- hui jia also..its tt grandma and son story...it very good..shld go catch it..but hell, the tv is occupied.. hmm, maybe its the late dinner i had..the food...haiz..fat fat fat..
Hmm. i think i really shld stop! My language is getting wrong..shld blog my proper thots another time...
Hell..my dad just asked me for the second time today if i still got enough money...and sadly, i said ya again..when i freaking hell NEED the money...STOP trying to 'gin'! STOP trying to think that u're being good by thinking for the family,saving them tt money when they are still spending pretty normally...Wad The HELL Are YOU Thinking? *Slap*
I wanna drink, i wanna scream, i wanna shoot myself in the head and bang this whole world down! *Whoo hoo*
maybe its you who spark of this bad mood of mine now...
why can't you just respond nicely?
why can't you just read and think and understand the question?
why can't you do that first before answering?
can u stop making me feel that i'm bothering you?
i don't owe you anything ok?
i'm only doing other a favour ok?
get this right...dumbo!
why do u always never fail to bring my mood down?
ahhhhh
why am i so affected by you so easily?
i just want to be shown more respect ok!
can you be more gentlemen?
do you know that the way you converse can be irritating? offensive?
bapo!
i so don wanna see you tmr!
RRRRRRrrrrr.....
Wanz- wanna explode
listening to: My Chemical Romance- Welcome to the BLACK parade
Labels: The norm.
†-Wanz- actioned & cut at 11:24 pm
2 Comments:
WOooooooooooooooooooooo
I am so overwhelmed by all ur sudden entries... woooooooooooooo
Hahahhaaha.... but u can write lei, n i really enjoyed ur entries... I always told u u can write right.. ahhaha. :D It is a rainy day here today, but i am happy! N last night, Steve n I just talked about how blessed we have been in our lives cos of U!!!!!!!!!! Yeah, because of U!!!!!!!!!!!! :D U r such a great friend and encourager. Really really really. Okie... u have a great great week ahead k!!!!!!!
amen.... really agree with Olenju.... you're always helping out in the cg.... and very faithful in the tasks you have been entrusted..... really appreciate you a lot dear wanli.
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