Today was the study break from school because PROMOS officially starts tomorrow with GP paper first!
I woke up at 615am in the morning when my sis's alarm clock went off with the shock that i'm late for school before realising that i don't need to report for school. Went back to sleep with mum being angry and scolding me for not telling her that i dont need to go to school wanted to on the air-con again but decided not too incase she roars at me again. Had a tough time getting back to sleep as it was so hot and humid and my mind was spinning so fast that i felt so stressed. Sigh.
Fianlly Olenju woke me up at ard 845am and i went down to the CC, met her and studied at the reading room. The rest of the day was filled with study, study and MORE study with lunch and dinner break. All was well until the night, where again my normal pre-exam panic attack attacks. Decided to cabbed back home so that i can spend more time psychoing myself and tuning my mentality back. I hate it when i get panic attack because i will feel that i hasn't studied enough,i dont rem all i've studied and stuff and i will feel so not prepared and i'm-going-to-die for tmr's paper. Sigh. And my emotions will be running high and low, so unstable. =/
Prayed and went to sleep but like usual, i had a hard time falling asleep and it wasnt peaceful at all. I kept waking up because i thought i had overslept and was late for my papers. Sigh.
I woke up at 615am in the morning when my sis's alarm clock went off with the shock that i'm late for school before realising that i don't need to report for school. Went back to sleep with mum being angry and scolding me for not telling her that i dont need to go to school wanted to on the air-con again but decided not too incase she roars at me again. Had a tough time getting back to sleep as it was so hot and humid and my mind was spinning so fast that i felt so stressed. Sigh.
Fianlly Olenju woke me up at ard 845am and i went down to the CC, met her and studied at the reading room. The rest of the day was filled with study, study and MORE study with lunch and dinner break. All was well until the night, where again my normal pre-exam panic attack attacks. Decided to cabbed back home so that i can spend more time psychoing myself and tuning my mentality back. I hate it when i get panic attack because i will feel that i hasn't studied enough,i dont rem all i've studied and stuff and i will feel so not prepared and i'm-going-to-die for tmr's paper. Sigh. And my emotions will be running high and low, so unstable. =/
Prayed and went to sleep but like usual, i had a hard time falling asleep and it wasnt peaceful at all. I kept waking up because i thought i had overslept and was late for my papers. Sigh.
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