Emo emo Rain(bow)

People Disappointment People Disappointment
I guess people and disappointment never seems to part do they?
Sigh.

Maybe I shouldn't really care so much.
Maybe I really shouldn't be bother at all in the first place.
I am really tired of being the spare to all.
I don't mind being unappreciated but it really sucks when the unappreciative ones start to ask for more.
Sorry Father, I am not as big heart as you.

Sigh.Emo.
Why issit so hard to love and be love (and not loved) in return?
Ugly duckling always says that I'm people-oriented. Maybe I really am.
Sigh. Emo.
And Jay Chou's Cai Hong is making me more emo emo. ='(

Its starting to rain outside...and my office has a peaceful view of greenery, distant structures, not much vehicles and people travelling. Nice. but makes people emo too.
Will I see the Cai Hong at the end of this rain?