A few of my friends have been commenting that I'm getting a lil quieter nowadays. Its like back to my secondary days when I really seldom speak even in my group... I don't know but I did realise too. I'm finding it so hard to share recently and even to speak. Somehow, I just sense that history will repeat itself again this year and maybe I'm just preparing myself for it? Maybe thats why unknowingly, I've been building up high walls all around? I feel that there's a big stone pressing down on my heart. I can feel the weight literally but can I afford to bear myself and be truthful to any others beside myself? I don't want to go through the same fall again. This is emo. Roars!