Alright, a change of topic for tonight. Giving Ms. "Relationship" a break tonight and lets welcome Mr. "Holiday".
Was on the way home after BS and dropped Calista a message to pray for Wang Liang who was sick and we happened to be messaging for a while and it got me started to think about holiday. Probably because I am vexing of my holiday now which ends at the last quarter of April. By right I should be feeling so happy and relax because I have still a fair share of it to spend but annoyingly, I am not. My holiday didn't kick start off very well because I had some problems with the Cg ppl and after that it did not really brighten up either as other issues arose. I'm constantly feeling so stress and anxious but on top of all the issues that I have to settle and overcome, I think parents are real holiday spoiler? Most of my thoughts beside being on the issues present, are on how to prevent stepping on my mother's tail which so happened to be very long and thick, therefore, highly unavoidable.
How can a person enjoy his holiday when his parents are always constantly putting limitation and restrictions as to how things are to be done or can be done or not in the first place. If an activity or lifestyle is something that we enjoy, why don't they just let us be? Thats what holiday is for isn't it? And if you guys want us to do something, can't you just open your mouth and say and stop using reverse psychology? Or if you guys have any opinions on what we are doing or how we are living, can't you just say it out also instead of staging a silent protest?
I think parents are so contradicting? They want their kid to be independent but on the other hand, they refuse to let go? Hello, like how are we going to grow up if this is the case?
Anyway, I see no point in going on. Bottom line is, my holiday is horrible so far and my relationships with everyone at home, except for my lil sister is nothing but bad. Not that I don't wanna salvage. If only they could be a lil nicer, more approachable, less bias and more responsive. My skin really isn't very think lar. Okay, maybe most of the point I mentioned are referring more for my mum only. Let say, so far only about 3 of my friends had interacted or just seen my mum and well, she really isn't exactly the nicest person to cross your path with.
Somehow, I really wish to be schooling everyday now instead, so that I would not be trapped with a monster and like being in jail. I'm turning 20 but I think I'm living like a 15. Hur.
Was on the way home after BS and dropped Calista a message to pray for Wang Liang who was sick and we happened to be messaging for a while and it got me started to think about holiday. Probably because I am vexing of my holiday now which ends at the last quarter of April. By right I should be feeling so happy and relax because I have still a fair share of it to spend but annoyingly, I am not. My holiday didn't kick start off very well because I had some problems with the Cg ppl and after that it did not really brighten up either as other issues arose. I'm constantly feeling so stress and anxious but on top of all the issues that I have to settle and overcome, I think parents are real holiday spoiler? Most of my thoughts beside being on the issues present, are on how to prevent stepping on my mother's tail which so happened to be very long and thick, therefore, highly unavoidable.
How can a person enjoy his holiday when his parents are always constantly putting limitation and restrictions as to how things are to be done or can be done or not in the first place. If an activity or lifestyle is something that we enjoy, why don't they just let us be? Thats what holiday is for isn't it? And if you guys want us to do something, can't you just open your mouth and say and stop using reverse psychology? Or if you guys have any opinions on what we are doing or how we are living, can't you just say it out also instead of staging a silent protest?
I think parents are so contradicting? They want their kid to be independent but on the other hand, they refuse to let go? Hello, like how are we going to grow up if this is the case?
Anyway, I see no point in going on. Bottom line is, my holiday is horrible so far and my relationships with everyone at home, except for my lil sister is nothing but bad. Not that I don't wanna salvage. If only they could be a lil nicer, more approachable, less bias and more responsive. My skin really isn't very think lar. Okay, maybe most of the point I mentioned are referring more for my mum only. Let say, so far only about 3 of my friends had interacted or just seen my mum and well, she really isn't exactly the nicest person to cross your path with.
Somehow, I really wish to be schooling everyday now instead, so that I would not be trapped with a monster and like being in jail. I'm turning 20 but I think I'm living like a 15. Hur.
Labels: Family, Heart matters
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